Jeremy Hanson-Finger
Jeremy Hanson-Finger is one of the founding editors of the Moose &
Pussy, Ottawa's only literary erotica magazine.
Passover They hid in the swamp and they were saved. 2. Prologue They'd killed Tsar Alexander, just like they'd killed the Son of Man. Or at least, that's what the men with the dogs said. They panted it out in thick clouds that Great-Grandmother could see rise above the pines while she crouched in the swamp for the first time, water just warm enough to be fluid, trying not so much to stop shivering as just to match her muscles' jumping to the movement of the wind-shook rushes. 3. 1919 In 1919's swamp, the men and dogs came thirty times. —Twelve times it was the chief of the military who sent them. —Five times it was the White Army. —Eight times it was the Green Armies. —Twice it was the Red Army, but those visits weren't official, the rifle snouts wavering ten feet away nothing but spectres of rifle snouts because the men were on their own time. Now it was summer and the water was warmer but mosquitoes sunk needles into her and she couldn't swat them, instead dripped waterfalls of blood down her legs, a scale model of the Tsar's red rapids flowing into the Catherine Canal thirty years before, praying as she had been encouraged to do and as her parents and brothers and sisters were doing, all quietly and with shallow breaths, below the amplitude of the wind's sighs. 4. 2009 In another now, this now that you and I are in, when we lie here and the sheet is soaked through between your legs and it's not even deep enough for it to pool and breed mosquitoes overnight, and you roll over and reach for a towel to lay over it so we can sleep like abstract ideas that don't leak fluids all over each other, I kind of want you to leave it, don't mind the clamminess of evaporation on my skin because I feel like I owe something to Great-Grandmother and her family back in Kiev in 1919— 1. Conclusion |