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Heather Ferguson



Heather Ferguson is the author of The Lapidary (which includes a full French translation, Vermillon 2009). Her poems have been anthologized in Symbiosis and Sounds New. Her writing has appeared in Alter Vox, Anthos, Arc, and Ygdrasil. The Lapidary, in Spanish translation, was part of the Projecto Adrienne, a collaboration between the national libraries of Chile and Canada, which gathered works by expatriate Chilean writers living in Canada.


Visiting my mother

(haiku series)

I kneel
to help my father
with his shoes
 
	he boards the bus
	unsteadily
	we sit at the front
 
		he leans sideways
		to look discreetly
		at a toddler
 
			my bag splits
			treats for my mother
			roll across the bus
 
				strong gusts buffet us
				on the short walk
				to the home
 
					flowers and chairs
					a welcoming patio
					mask the locked door
 
				how time jumps around
				my mother says
				amused
 
			a senior grabs me
			lovingly - oh mother,
			I've missed you so much!
 
		my mother gives 
		the paring knife
		an odd look
 
	she wears her new ring
	with the fake diamond
	turned in
 
by the fence
my parents talk
alone in the yard
 
	picnic supper
	we watch the ants
	and say little
 
		a senior sits
		slumped in her wheelchair, her chin
		on her teddy bear
 
			there on the toilet
			a resident, absorbed
			and in plain view
 
			     he raped her right there
				to force her to talk
				my mother says
 
			June heat
			she speaks of her part - Mary -
			in a Christmas play
 
		my father
		listens intently
		ignores his coffee
 
	summer afternoon
	my mother prepares
	for bed
 
back home, my father
absent-mindedly pours himself
a glass of vinegar










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